I want to be alone and I want people to notice me — both at the same time.

I'm tempted to love by the possibility I can satisfy the monster inside me
Briefly put
My own desires aren't what I can even understand
My intentions are evil 'cause I'm human

All I ever want is love
And all I ever want is breaking me apart
I said to the things that I once were
The thing that I once was

You see me for the intentions I am showing
But I'm
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Y'all never tripped acid?!?!?
NOT FAMILIAR WITH WHO BAPHOMET IS??